My heart races. a little at first. Then a lot. And I can’t stop smiling. And im thinking of you smiling. My mind is thinking 300 million thoughts at once. And I cant put any of them into words. My hands kind of tense up, and my fingers spread wide apart. Still smiling. Mind still racing. My heart still thumping. I take a deep breath, and pause for a moment. While one thought comes through more clear than the rest. I exhale, and somehow, find a way to smile even more. Then it sets in. I feel like someone just told me the most exciting news anyone could here. And I want to shout at that top of my lungs. And tell everyone in the world, everything I am thinking. Then something inside me lights up, and im glowing. It’s so dark outside. Yet everything is so clear within. One by one everything im thinking becomes so clear. And I know, that right there, everything im thinking at that very second, is exactly what I should be thinking at that very second. And there’s nothing else I care about. And im still smiling. And my hearts still thumping. And im still glowing. 31 days later. And the glow keeps getting brighter. And the smile keeps getting bigger. And my mind starts racing faster. And my heart is thumping harder. And that’s just when you say Hi.
